Sad Day

I was backing out of the driveway today and I hit my kitty with the car. He's in the animal hospital and is hurt. Apparently he has some broken bones in his pelvic region and they aren't sure if he'll ever be able to walk again. Right now my family is trying to decide if we should put him to sleep or not and I'm heart-sick.

I know that it isn't really my fault. I mean, he wasn't there when I got in the car, I couldn't see him from the rear-view mirror, and he usually gets out of the way if a car is coming, but I sure do still feel like it is my fault.

I never thought I'd cry this much or get so upset about an animal, but I love that cat so much. He was born in my family's house in August of 1999. He has lived here ever since and is the most friendly, sweetest, beautiful cat ever. He's always had a ton of personality and wants your attention whenever you are willing to give it. He's never messed up a lick of furniture or used the bathroom where he ought not to have used it. I've cried on that cat, I've laughed at the silly things he has done, and I've helped raise him since he was a tiny kitten. I cannot believe that he might be gone now and that it is my fault.

I love you my kitty.