Sunday, November 16, 2008

Tired of Life?

Am I allowed to get tired of life? Tired of my routine everyday, tired of the people that I regularly see and communicate with, tired of the same things I've been doing for months that have gotten me to the same places that I am right now? Is that even allowed?

I've been noticing a trend in the past few days.
1) I don't care to text the people that I normally text throughout the day. Even when they text me-I take my own sweet time in texting them back.
2) I've been making attempts to change up my schedule a bit (buying tickets to things, doing things a bit differently).
3) Two new people I met excite me and want me to move in with them. It would be exciting and different, and that appeals to me so very much right now. (For those who don't know- I have lived in the same place for 3 years.)
4) I've been shaking up some other habits too: study habits, school habits.
5) I am utterly bored with my job and often think about getting a different one.
6) I'm trying to figure out what path to take after I graduate (which will be coming pretty soon as I am a Senior).
7) I've been making no attempt to be social with my usual circle of friends. The depressing part is how well it works.

I think I need to make some sort of life changes soon...
I'll keep you updated.

3 comments:

Giovanni Schwartz said...

You are most definitely allowed to get tired of life. Trust me. And it often comes out for the better! You get new fun friends!

ReL said...

Yup you're allowed. As a matter of fact I think everyone gets tired of their life once in a while. Shake it up baby! And enjoy the results.

L'homme Masqued said...

I have a whole ton of music if you want to shake your life up! It worked for me!